Finally found an escape.

Hey Everybody :) Just thought I'd take a moment to share this with you.

So metaphoracally speaking, I've built a house around me built with fear and insecurity, and I forgot to put in a door. There was no way out, the walls were closing in on me. I was going to die soon. Then I found out God was standing right there to help me. It sucked quite honestly. It was like he was this huge tornado that came and tore apart my whole life. Well what I thought was life.

Everything that used to matter to me, Everything I used to desire, Everything I held so close to my heart....No longer matters. I never want to turn back.

I accepted christ awhile back, but I realized, I had given him my salvation, but I never completly gave up. Now i've left everything behind. Ive given him everything. My full heart, not part of it.

And its tough. Im totally not saying its easy, don't think that, but its so much better. Im tired of my old life. I hated it.

Now i'm waiting on the lord for him to reveal what he wants me to do. Keep you updated.

~stacy